i have lucid dreams about short films in black and white.

Monday, January 18, 2010

drivers ed and ice cream shoppe

I'm taking drivers ed. in February and I applied for a job at an ice cream shop. (: Just thought I'd say that.
Um bye

Friday, January 15, 2010

no where to take pictures here.

SO bored. Flickr mail me if you're coming to southern Michigan...like Monroe AnnArborish...and want to have a flickr phototaking party.
I'm bringing pepper spray in case you're a creeper.

Friday, January 8, 2010


i'm real sad.
i dont know why.
yeah thats all bye.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

no pretty pictures. just me trying to be witty.

I will write a poem without erasing a word. It might sound stupid but its what comes to mind and I think that's what it was supposed to be. Will be random. Somewhat funny ... maybe. Idk.

An eerie cloudy gloom
covers your writing room
moon splashes through your windows
sunlight caught in sparkly crystals
Mixing stars
writing words on your arms
Comparing megapixels.
Oceans the sizes of lakes
I know that your knees ache
But bloody blisters don't look good
against the icy snowy ground
Excuse me for asking
but what exactly was that silent sound?
A whisper of wind
or moans that twitter is down?
Tweaking reality for the good of my mind
Silently forgetting there is more than one kind
cul-de-sacs lead to dead ends
breaking even with our anxious tics
and honestly circles make me sick

Saturday, January 2, 2010

dropping stomachs and warming hearts.

I'm terribly confused because dropping stomachs and warming hearts tend to feel the same. Do I feel sad yet grateful or possibly in such great awe but at the same time wanting what everyone else has. Its probably the last one.
I suck I suck I suck.
My photography sucks
My writing sucks
My school work sucks
My motivation sucks
My insides suck
My mind sucks
My heart sucks
My...uhm...I dunno anymore but I could list forever and ever and ever.
What a pitiful life I think I have and really its not that bad.